You knew a sappy vomit post would happen sooner or later...
I'm happy again! I got my meds, went to my counselor, etc. And even though I lost my healthcare, I'm still good because my meds are actually cheaper without it. Somehow. Magically. By half. I was super excited about this.
Brendan is adorable and sleeping at the moment. I prettymuch live at Jimi's house. He can handle me whether I'm crazy or not, my mom loves him, and he is actually open to trying new stuff and being exciting. He's unfailingly honest, and seriously the only real flaw I've found is that he occasionally misunderstands me.
Shut up, I like being retardedly happy and lovey for no reason.
He even printed off a pdf of a book I want but can't buy for gaming, and went to Kinko's and got it spiral bound for me. <3 Some of the pages are backwards for whatever reason, but this only makes it more charming. So, err, he and I are going to fly out to Arizona to meet his mommy and whoever else he knows still lives there. That is happening on the 25th of August, for a few days. I'm a bit sad because we won't be taking Brendan, but he'll be fine of course and I doubt he would have fun in AZ anyways. It will be like a real vacation for me! Wow!
Also, he can cook. And sew. And knit. And clean. And he bought three boxes of bandaids for me yesterday. Because I am always bleeding for some reason or another. I feel like today I suddenly noticed what an excellent person I managed to snag. A multi-talented interesting, non-pretentious, sweet, cute, funny, smart nerd - who can also actually deal with social situations and a wide variety of types of people.
Ok. Hopefully that's the only one of these terrible posts you'll have to deal with. I'm so sorry. I'm just very happy, and I don't especially give a fuck if people think I'm retarded for showing it. I've said it before and I'll say it again, happiness is something that most people take for granted.
Brendan is adorable and sleeping at the moment. I prettymuch live at Jimi's house. He can handle me whether I'm crazy or not, my mom loves him, and he is actually open to trying new stuff and being exciting. He's unfailingly honest, and seriously the only real flaw I've found is that he occasionally misunderstands me.
Shut up, I like being retardedly happy and lovey for no reason.
He even printed off a pdf of a book I want but can't buy for gaming, and went to Kinko's and got it spiral bound for me. <3 Some of the pages are backwards for whatever reason, but this only makes it more charming. So, err, he and I are going to fly out to Arizona to meet his mommy and whoever else he knows still lives there. That is happening on the 25th of August, for a few days. I'm a bit sad because we won't be taking Brendan, but he'll be fine of course and I doubt he would have fun in AZ anyways. It will be like a real vacation for me! Wow!
Also, he can cook. And sew. And knit. And clean. And he bought three boxes of bandaids for me yesterday. Because I am always bleeding for some reason or another. I feel like today I suddenly noticed what an excellent person I managed to snag. A multi-talented interesting, non-pretentious, sweet, cute, funny, smart nerd - who can also actually deal with social situations and a wide variety of types of people.
Ok. Hopefully that's the only one of these terrible posts you'll have to deal with. I'm so sorry. I'm just very happy, and I don't especially give a fuck if people think I'm retarded for showing it. I've said it before and I'll say it again, happiness is something that most people take for granted.