home
We're moving home.
I just have to get through these couple of weeks, finish school, and we can figure things out. We're going to find a place downtown - it's a hell of a lot cheaper than Toronto even taking transport costs and apartment utilities into account. I'll commute and work at the clinic during the summer and commute to school come September. With living downtown within walking distance to the Go Station, it'll be easy-peasy. I just have to figure out my schedule, and if the Gods permit, I'll have 11 am labs as opposed to 7 am. But even if that didn't work out, just living back in Hamilton would be well worth getting up around 4.
I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I've never been at such a low point in my life until now and while I don't entirely point the blame at the move and living here into Toronto, I am more than certain it will relieve me. Maybe it's a step backwards, but it sincerely doesn't feel like that to me. I just know this isn't working. I can commend the other students for packing up and leaving home and getting by alright, but I just don't have it in me right now. I miss everything about home; I spend every day of the week just anticipating Friday so I can get on the Go bus.
Maybe I just don't have the strength and I wish I did, but it just makes sense.
I just have to get through these couple of weeks, finish school, and we can figure things out. We're going to find a place downtown - it's a hell of a lot cheaper than Toronto even taking transport costs and apartment utilities into account. I'll commute and work at the clinic during the summer and commute to school come September. With living downtown within walking distance to the Go Station, it'll be easy-peasy. I just have to figure out my schedule, and if the Gods permit, I'll have 11 am labs as opposed to 7 am. But even if that didn't work out, just living back in Hamilton would be well worth getting up around 4.
I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I've never been at such a low point in my life until now and while I don't entirely point the blame at the move and living here into Toronto, I am more than certain it will relieve me. Maybe it's a step backwards, but it sincerely doesn't feel like that to me. I just know this isn't working. I can commend the other students for packing up and leaving home and getting by alright, but I just don't have it in me right now. I miss everything about home; I spend every day of the week just anticipating Friday so I can get on the Go bus.
Maybe I just don't have the strength and I wish I did, but it just makes sense.