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I want to explode with my desire to be an amazing person. To be in the spotlight. But at the same time I don't feel like I'm the type of person who can be respected and admired for creating something sensational. I feel like I know I have the potential, but there is a bunch of stuff in the way, perhaps inhabitions about the amount of talent I actually have. How hard it is for me to focus when I wish to create, perhaps I should just not care. But then how do you not care about something you love or create? While at the same time not liking it. Can you love something and not like it?