rmb to flush the toilet
so that all the shit gets cleared away :)
forgive the somewhat crude analogy.
i think i look forward to the end of my hsa job coz it seems to signify a change in my daily routine and represents an opportunity for me to actually do what i want to do with my time. but seriously, at the rate i'm going, i'm just going to end up rotting away at home once i stop working.
i wanted to take piano lessons, guitar lessons, sax lessons, do cip, go cycling and blading, read books, listen to music and basically enjoy my free time. heck, if i could i think i would even take up ballet again (HAHAH DON'T LAUGH OKAY)
now i'm doing none of that and i dread going to work everyday and once i'm back home i don't do anything much except struggle with nearly overdue (or already overdue) applications or stone online and kill my eyes at the same time.
what the hell.
i'm tired of using my irregular work schedule as an excuse for rotting while i'm not working.
but i'm also too tired to do anything about it now.
haha. loserrrr.
did i mention that the other useless thing i do besides rotting is ranting?
rotting and ranting.
RIP - rot in peace.
forgive the somewhat crude analogy.
i think i look forward to the end of my hsa job coz it seems to signify a change in my daily routine and represents an opportunity for me to actually do what i want to do with my time. but seriously, at the rate i'm going, i'm just going to end up rotting away at home once i stop working.
i wanted to take piano lessons, guitar lessons, sax lessons, do cip, go cycling and blading, read books, listen to music and basically enjoy my free time. heck, if i could i think i would even take up ballet again (HAHAH DON'T LAUGH OKAY)
now i'm doing none of that and i dread going to work everyday and once i'm back home i don't do anything much except struggle with nearly overdue (or already overdue) applications or stone online and kill my eyes at the same time.
what the hell.
i'm tired of using my irregular work schedule as an excuse for rotting while i'm not working.
but i'm also too tired to do anything about it now.
haha. loserrrr.
did i mention that the other useless thing i do besides rotting is ranting?
rotting and ranting.
RIP - rot in peace.