Infidelity Smacks
I've just got to clear the air
Before I sink back down into my despair
For I feel perhaps like the victim of rape
Blamed for their part they must take shares
For what happened to them was that skirt they did wear
Like it was some sort of involuntary affair
And I watched it well up within you
The difficult burden of your deceit
Tangled webbed deceptions
Beguiling and beclouding
like a cover of octopus ink
One more for my regret collection
Here take this trophy for you do
Deserve at least an honorable mention
After all it was an involuntary indiscretion
But in the end intuition won again
As I watched you twisting in the wind
Not proud but defending what you did
and where your lust had been
Tried to hide behind your flickering lids
Like shuttered blinds obfuscating
And those bitter almond onyx eyes
Told library volumes of sad storied lies
and tossed around justifications
excuses and hollow alibis
Black swarming flies of incremental
excrement scented premeditations
before the it just happeneds
and legs spread wides
and now you're saying sorry
and that you feel bad
Well tell me then
what the fuck should I feel?
Don't you tell me how to feel
Instead by your example you teach me
how to minimize, deflect, trivialize
pull wool over blind opened willing eyes
Seriously, tell me now hoe should I feel?
especially when you insist now
in saying "I Love You" to me
As if saying it so many times
Makes it true or justifies your actions
When right now all that persists
Like an angry 800 pound elephant
In my mind is the big stinking shit
You left me with
when you did commit
your act of infidelity
Before I sink back down into my despair
For I feel perhaps like the victim of rape
Blamed for their part they must take shares
For what happened to them was that skirt they did wear
Like it was some sort of involuntary affair
And I watched it well up within you
The difficult burden of your deceit
Tangled webbed deceptions
Beguiling and beclouding
like a cover of octopus ink
One more for my regret collection
Here take this trophy for you do
Deserve at least an honorable mention
After all it was an involuntary indiscretion
But in the end intuition won again
As I watched you twisting in the wind
Not proud but defending what you did
and where your lust had been
Tried to hide behind your flickering lids
Like shuttered blinds obfuscating
And those bitter almond onyx eyes
Told library volumes of sad storied lies
and tossed around justifications
excuses and hollow alibis
Black swarming flies of incremental
excrement scented premeditations
before the it just happeneds
and legs spread wides
and now you're saying sorry
and that you feel bad
Well tell me then
what the fuck should I feel?
Don't you tell me how to feel
Instead by your example you teach me
how to minimize, deflect, trivialize
pull wool over blind opened willing eyes
Seriously, tell me now hoe should I feel?
especially when you insist now
in saying "I Love You" to me
As if saying it so many times
Makes it true or justifies your actions
When right now all that persists
Like an angry 800 pound elephant
In my mind is the big stinking shit
You left me with
when you did commit
your act of infidelity