Better and yet ...
So I feel better about the last boy ... except now there's a new "problem" ... there's this one boy who is wonderful and funny and I flirt with him a lot and he's respectful and sweet and perfect .... and I should like him and I should want to be with him ... but I don't ... I want to be with the other boy who is funny and sweet but he parties like no other and I have no idea what he does ... seriously he's always partying ... but apparently he's in love with me ... and I'd be all for it ... if he didn't party so freaking much ... every once in a while does not bother me ... even once a weekend wouldn't be that bad .... but all week? seriously? ... I know he's bad for me ... and yet it's him that I'll think about and not the perfect wonderful boy ... GAH! bad boys ... why can't we girls ever get away from them?