Feb 23, 2005 17:56
i got a new job at abercrombie in monroeville mall. dont ask why i picked that store but if you mst know its because i was desperate. REALLY desperate. at first i though that the people there would be stuck up but i guess since i work at the kiddy abercrombie and not the adult abercrombie and fitch everyone is more laid back. i already spent close to 50 bucks on clothes to wear to work. i had to but the things that were in season or whatever. thank god for employee discounts. i'd have to be a pure breed jackass to spend the full amount. one freakin pair of destroyed jeans (the new style) was like 80 bucks. fuck that, i got back to chatham and destroyed my own jeans. a little bleach here, a few holes there and ta da! destroyed jeans. i start next week thursday but thats the only day i'm scheduled to work. i better get more hours or my paychecks wont even be worth it.
and i finally got over bill. sure i still think about all the time we spent but i'm not obsessed with it like i was before. i found a new guy named justin. he goes to the university of pitt and we get along really nice. i dont see myself dating him in the near future but when i'm ready he'd definitley be the guy i would go to.
grr i have a paper to write. i fucking hate papers more than anything
rip my heart from my chest and watch it beat on the floor