Jan 05, 2011 11:59
Tomorrow's my birthday. I tried not to care much about it, so no one cared to make me celebrate. I ended up staying 400 miles away from home so I can enjoy my birthday somewhere else. Last night, I felt like I wasted more time doing so, but I realize I'm being rude to my dear friend who has put work aside just so he can indulge me on this day.
My new year started off really nicely. College friend of mine invited me and a few buddies to hang out at his place for the weekend. Lots of gaming, outing, delicious food, and drizzle. I learned that I'm an awesome suicide bomber.
Tuesday wasn't fun. I woke up feeling stressed over some notifications. I went out for the whole day to calm myself but the attempt got undone. I spent hours talking myself out of my funk. I hate doing that, but fortunately it worked.
I'm going to try to keep myself in a positive mood. Or else I might drive myself into death and destruction.