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So things are not going as well as I would hope. I took an apptitude test for an office job doing customer service and I failed. It wouldn't suck so much if I hadn't been completely convinced that I would do well. Even during the test it seemed easy. I'm a WAITRESS, I mean, honestly! *sigh*
Ashley Adams called me the other day to see how I was doing and consequently mentioned that she and Dan are engaged. Not a surprise really. I also noticed on Facebook that Melanie and Andy are also engaged. Also not a surprise. Its just weird to me all over again. Ashley asked me when I was going to be getting married...
So when I go to Dayton I am more than likely going to see a lot of friends who I haven't seen since graduation. With almost all of them it'll be pretty awkward. Some because they're engaged, some because of previous circumstances that prevent us from being friends any longer, but I think mostly I'll feel awkward because thus far in the real world I'm pretty much a failure. I'm a waitress who can't get hired anywhere, doesn't know what she wants to do with her life, and is watching all of her friends get married...again. Oh, and I got kinda chubby. Can't wait to be in Dayton. =/
I just feel like such a fuck-up.
Ashley Adams called me the other day to see how I was doing and consequently mentioned that she and Dan are engaged. Not a surprise really. I also noticed on Facebook that Melanie and Andy are also engaged. Also not a surprise. Its just weird to me all over again. Ashley asked me when I was going to be getting married...
So when I go to Dayton I am more than likely going to see a lot of friends who I haven't seen since graduation. With almost all of them it'll be pretty awkward. Some because they're engaged, some because of previous circumstances that prevent us from being friends any longer, but I think mostly I'll feel awkward because thus far in the real world I'm pretty much a failure. I'm a waitress who can't get hired anywhere, doesn't know what she wants to do with her life, and is watching all of her friends get married...again. Oh, and I got kinda chubby. Can't wait to be in Dayton. =/
I just feel like such a fuck-up.