Feb 21, 2006 12:53
You know, if you stare long enough, the ceiling eventually starts to look like it's going to fall. I never noticed that. I guess that after spending most of the day laying restless in bed, your mind starts to play tricks on you. Perhaps I'm overdoing it with this solitary confinement. In a way, it feels just like punishment. I've been trying to shake off this feeling that's been plaguing me.. can't lay it to rest. If only I had enough courage, it wouldn't have to be this way. Skipped a few classes, just didn't feel like going.. that and I can't face them like this. I think I'll take it easy for a while. I've been getting used to the night, perhaps I should visit Vincent sometime, that is, if he doesn't mind the company.
Riku seems to be doing well now, he came home all bandaged up. From what I've heard, apparently there's been a grudge match between him and Shuyin. I can't really fathom the reason for it, but I wouldn't be suprised if he did it on purpose. That Shuyin is such a short fuse, it's hard to even pass him through the hallways without getting that death glare he likes to use so much.
It looks like I'm the assistant light technician.. ? I wonder if it's too late to back down.As if working under Sephiroth's brother doesn't make things hard enough.