Apr 25, 2007 21:36
There might me nine, maybe ten, definitely not a dozen of us going home together this morning. And I'm sitting there in my "nice" clothes thinking about how I don't feel any bigger, and how I have no idea whose seat I took in the auditorium; Wondering if I have anything to live up to, what kind of junior warmed this place before me. But I do hope that whatever sophomore takes my seat gets to go home with not a dozen of some of the most peaceful people, with the wind actually coming through the windows for once. I lean my head back and it comes to me that at least I didn't show up smelling honestly repulsive. And maybe, I don't know, I suppose I feel a little bit bigger.