I don't want to feel..

[wind_chaser02]

I hate the way you smile
I hate those big brown eyes
Because I know their not for me..
I hate thinking of you
Because everytime I do
I just keep missing you even more..

I hate feeling this pain...
I just want to be numb

I feel so alone..

I just want to be loved
I just want to be cared for
I just want to be wanted..

Why do I do this to myself?

I just need to quit you..