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so im pretty upset with myself for not keeping this up. like my summer for example was amazing and went by so fast that a lot of details and nights i cant even remember which upsets me. thats why i keep this. not for anyone else but me. because i have like 5 people that might happen to read this and i feel like im not even close with the majority of them anymore.
and just this year i've missed the start of school, homecoming, everything. so im backtracking and updating a lot because just in the past month ive used this to go back and be like what was i doing that night? etc.
senior year isnt as fun as i thought it would be. but i guess i need to give it time. school is school. psychology is fun ms clarke does all these random cool activities like find out what side of your brain you use and whatnot. anatomys pretty boring. lits cool except its like my lowest grade which has NEVER happened. it sucks we only have like 5 grades a quarter. religion is interesting but kind of hard since we're learning about like the world's different religions. calculus can kiss my ass as i will never ever use it in my life. and spanish is a pretty worthless class but hey it looks good and i'll get an A. shes pretty much guaranteed it.
homecoming was a blast except for the obvious downfall of kevin not being with me. but i think i may have had more fun with luke just because i didnt have to worry about entertaining him or making sure he was having fun. one, because he's luke and i didnt care, and two, because hes luke and makes his own fun. i have to admit we were probably the couple that had the most fun there dancing. we tried to teach like 4 other couples and the year book photographer was like enamored with us. we're coordinated what can i say. and i didnt hit him in the nose like at prom. before we all got pictures at ali's and i couldnt killed sara's mom for how she took over the picture taking. my god that woman is annoying. like when we all went to sara's aunt's viewing and she didnt even acknowledge us. i dont know what her problem is. afterwards we all went over lindsey's. things got a little out of hand. i still somehow got suckered into being the mom even tho i SO wasnt in the right state of mind if you know what i mean.
i quit my job at chili's. it was just too much. theres some weekends i couldnt work so then they told me i had to work during the week those weeks and i just couldnt handle it with school and stuff. i might start babysitting for one of the bartender's a couple saturdays a month. her 11 month old is probably the most beautiful baby ever and is just so good and perfect i wanna steal her.
kevin left one the 1st of september to play in the EJHL (eastern junior hockey league) in newjersey. i've been up 2 weekends to see him with caitlyn, his best friend ryans girlfriend. im really glad we get along or else it would suck sharing a hotel room with her. last weekend he drove 3 1/2 hours in the rain thursday night to come home to see me and took me to school friday morning and brought me panera bread for lunch and then picked me up. we went out to dinner and then to the mall...unfortunately movie times didnt work out so we were subjected to walking around the wall which made me run into someone that i was not happy to run into especially not with kevin. kinda put a damper on the whole night. he left saturday morning because he had games. its been tough dealing with the long distance thing. hes been so sweet about it tho except for a couple instances but we've worked through them. the longest we've gone is 2 weeks without seeing each other but its gonna be a month between next weekend when i go down and thanksgiving break when he comes home. i hate it but hopefully by april itll be worth it.
hm random times this year:
the barbie/g.i. joe surprise birthday party for samantha and amanda. basically dress up like a slut. we left early and went to another party at jeff's uncle's. it was the night after kevin had left so i think i let it get to me a little too much.
sneaking stuff into lindsey's house. her parents are so clueless. ali tells the best secrets when she gets like that. altho one of them i wouldve rather not to have heard.
all mu other weekends have been filled with working or kevin. which is another thing...i hate being separated from my friends because of him. but at least not working will help. right now im on my way to north carolina to visit UNC chapel hill. my dream school but theres that question of whether or not i'll get in and if i do how much money i'll get. plus the distance sucks. im also lookign at JMU, delaware,and villanova. i know not a long list but i havent really had interest anywhere else. im picky.
the end of my summer was basically kevin & friends. movies (beer fest, HORRIBLE. actually funny but i wouldnt recommend watching it with a guy you like. awkward much?, acceptance, funny, etc.) parties, the aquarium, six flaggs, shopping, lots of nights just chilling at home. playing guitar hero haha actually watching ryan play.
i want my summer back. or at least november 1st to come and be done with so i can stop freaking out about college applications and deadlines because that pretty much sucks
and just this year i've missed the start of school, homecoming, everything. so im backtracking and updating a lot because just in the past month ive used this to go back and be like what was i doing that night? etc.
senior year isnt as fun as i thought it would be. but i guess i need to give it time. school is school. psychology is fun ms clarke does all these random cool activities like find out what side of your brain you use and whatnot. anatomys pretty boring. lits cool except its like my lowest grade which has NEVER happened. it sucks we only have like 5 grades a quarter. religion is interesting but kind of hard since we're learning about like the world's different religions. calculus can kiss my ass as i will never ever use it in my life. and spanish is a pretty worthless class but hey it looks good and i'll get an A. shes pretty much guaranteed it.
homecoming was a blast except for the obvious downfall of kevin not being with me. but i think i may have had more fun with luke just because i didnt have to worry about entertaining him or making sure he was having fun. one, because he's luke and i didnt care, and two, because hes luke and makes his own fun. i have to admit we were probably the couple that had the most fun there dancing. we tried to teach like 4 other couples and the year book photographer was like enamored with us. we're coordinated what can i say. and i didnt hit him in the nose like at prom. before we all got pictures at ali's and i couldnt killed sara's mom for how she took over the picture taking. my god that woman is annoying. like when we all went to sara's aunt's viewing and she didnt even acknowledge us. i dont know what her problem is. afterwards we all went over lindsey's. things got a little out of hand. i still somehow got suckered into being the mom even tho i SO wasnt in the right state of mind if you know what i mean.
i quit my job at chili's. it was just too much. theres some weekends i couldnt work so then they told me i had to work during the week those weeks and i just couldnt handle it with school and stuff. i might start babysitting for one of the bartender's a couple saturdays a month. her 11 month old is probably the most beautiful baby ever and is just so good and perfect i wanna steal her.
kevin left one the 1st of september to play in the EJHL (eastern junior hockey league) in newjersey. i've been up 2 weekends to see him with caitlyn, his best friend ryans girlfriend. im really glad we get along or else it would suck sharing a hotel room with her. last weekend he drove 3 1/2 hours in the rain thursday night to come home to see me and took me to school friday morning and brought me panera bread for lunch and then picked me up. we went out to dinner and then to the mall...unfortunately movie times didnt work out so we were subjected to walking around the wall which made me run into someone that i was not happy to run into especially not with kevin. kinda put a damper on the whole night. he left saturday morning because he had games. its been tough dealing with the long distance thing. hes been so sweet about it tho except for a couple instances but we've worked through them. the longest we've gone is 2 weeks without seeing each other but its gonna be a month between next weekend when i go down and thanksgiving break when he comes home. i hate it but hopefully by april itll be worth it.
hm random times this year:
the barbie/g.i. joe surprise birthday party for samantha and amanda. basically dress up like a slut. we left early and went to another party at jeff's uncle's. it was the night after kevin had left so i think i let it get to me a little too much.
sneaking stuff into lindsey's house. her parents are so clueless. ali tells the best secrets when she gets like that. altho one of them i wouldve rather not to have heard.
all mu other weekends have been filled with working or kevin. which is another thing...i hate being separated from my friends because of him. but at least not working will help. right now im on my way to north carolina to visit UNC chapel hill. my dream school but theres that question of whether or not i'll get in and if i do how much money i'll get. plus the distance sucks. im also lookign at JMU, delaware,and villanova. i know not a long list but i havent really had interest anywhere else. im picky.
the end of my summer was basically kevin & friends. movies (beer fest, HORRIBLE. actually funny but i wouldnt recommend watching it with a guy you like. awkward much?, acceptance, funny, etc.) parties, the aquarium, six flaggs, shopping, lots of nights just chilling at home. playing guitar hero haha actually watching ryan play.
i want my summer back. or at least november 1st to come and be done with so i can stop freaking out about college applications and deadlines because that pretty much sucks