work and work and break (sometimes)
so my life has all been about work work work and more work. what can I complain of? I chose this path myself and I'm the youngest AND the newest of us. I can only say so much and do so much. I'm so blanked out right now that I can only think of work as time passes by.
oh yea, met up with HM recently. she changed quite a bit and so did I. or maybe the feeling feeling is all different now. the fact that we were both single back then and also the fact that we are both attached right now. or is it just my own over-thinking? to be real frank, and I know I've been repeating myself but I still miss poly life. everything was so carefree back then. now everything I do, I have to think about my job, in such a way that I get distracted by my environments and make it look like I don't care or not really listening to what people around me are talking to me about. the fact is, I carry too much work hazards with me right now. I still try to take in most of the conversation though.
Life has changed so much. Too much for my liking when I think back to my schooling days.
oh yea, met up with HM recently. she changed quite a bit and so did I. or maybe the feeling feeling is all different now. the fact that we were both single back then and also the fact that we are both attached right now. or is it just my own over-thinking? to be real frank, and I know I've been repeating myself but I still miss poly life. everything was so carefree back then. now everything I do, I have to think about my job, in such a way that I get distracted by my environments and make it look like I don't care or not really listening to what people around me are talking to me about. the fact is, I carry too much work hazards with me right now. I still try to take in most of the conversation though.
Life has changed so much. Too much for my liking when I think back to my schooling days.