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Okay, so apparently most of my image links have died. That's okay, but I need to figure out how to fix it all up again (maybe) since my friend did it for me earlier. Yes, I'm computer illiterate. So what's up world. I know I haven't been around, but I miss everyone, and I figured I'd try to catch up a little and post when I have time and such. Let's try to do a rundown of what all is happening or has happened, shall we?
- Married Joel last July in a small ceremony in the park, this year on our one year anniversary we're having a bigger ceremony at this beautiful inn outside of Berea for our family and friends. We're so happy together!
- Lived in a shithole apartment for a few months last year, full of crackhos and roaches. It was nasty. The police sat across the street practically every day waiting to bust someone, so we got the hell out of there fast. We only ended up there becasue the friends that we were staying with until we saved up some money got eveicted because Joe's a lazy bum who refuses to get a job. (By the way - Joe and Patricia, if you ever read this - doubtful - but really, come on, you know it's true. Patricia, you dropped out of college in the spring semester of your junior year to get a job at wal-mart and support ypur deadbeat husband. Someone needs to knock some sense into both of you.) Now, we have a great apartment futher away, Joel's got a great job, we have extra money to go out every now and then, all is well.
- We've seen NIN in cincert twice - once in Cleveland and once in Lexington, and in Lexington we had floor seats and were right in front of the stage!!!! I bitched out some preppy skank who pissed me off, and the look on her face was priceless! I wish I had a camera. Hells yeah!
- Daneille's doing a lot better, and she seems a lot happier. I wish her all the best, all the time.
- I've gotten some major compliments on my work by the professors here that I respect the most, and that made me feel wonderful. A lot of my professors I consider friends, and I'll miss them so much after I graduate.
- I graduate next Spring - school's been going great and I'm having a marvelous time living life and being in love.
- Spent a week of Christmas and the week of Spring Break at home, and I still miss my family every day. I love them so much, and we've always been so close.... they're the best.
- I have my lip pierced, for those who didn't know - and I have 3 tattoos with 4 more in the planning stage. My back piece is quite detailed and I need to find someone I trust to do it. Joel's got more tattoos than me (6). We're going to be quite the colorful couple.
- I've been going through several stages of personal development, and I still don't know where I stand. Right now, I'm in love with life, but I have hardly any hope for the future of humanity. I walk in contradictory thoughts. I've decided to live, to speak out, and to be who I want to be. Those who knew me in high school know me as quiet and passive. I still have that side, but I have become bolder and more passionate. I have grown so much. Joel and I have such a deep connection, and it's so hard to explain.... we are each other's rocks in the chaos. He respects and loves me so much, as I do him... he encourages me and lifts me up. He has never told me not to do something or to change something about myself for him, he has always been there for me in everything. He makes me feel safe, more safe for more reasons than I can explain. I only hope I care for him as well as he cares for me, and he assures me that I do.
I guess that's all I have for this moment, my mind is such a kaleidescope of thoughts that I can't pin down, but I am used to that. :-)
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- Married Joel last July in a small ceremony in the park, this year on our one year anniversary we're having a bigger ceremony at this beautiful inn outside of Berea for our family and friends. We're so happy together!
- Lived in a shithole apartment for a few months last year, full of crackhos and roaches. It was nasty. The police sat across the street practically every day waiting to bust someone, so we got the hell out of there fast. We only ended up there becasue the friends that we were staying with until we saved up some money got eveicted because Joe's a lazy bum who refuses to get a job. (By the way - Joe and Patricia, if you ever read this - doubtful - but really, come on, you know it's true. Patricia, you dropped out of college in the spring semester of your junior year to get a job at wal-mart and support ypur deadbeat husband. Someone needs to knock some sense into both of you.) Now, we have a great apartment futher away, Joel's got a great job, we have extra money to go out every now and then, all is well.
- We've seen NIN in cincert twice - once in Cleveland and once in Lexington, and in Lexington we had floor seats and were right in front of the stage!!!! I bitched out some preppy skank who pissed me off, and the look on her face was priceless! I wish I had a camera. Hells yeah!
- Daneille's doing a lot better, and she seems a lot happier. I wish her all the best, all the time.
- I've gotten some major compliments on my work by the professors here that I respect the most, and that made me feel wonderful. A lot of my professors I consider friends, and I'll miss them so much after I graduate.
- I graduate next Spring - school's been going great and I'm having a marvelous time living life and being in love.
- Spent a week of Christmas and the week of Spring Break at home, and I still miss my family every day. I love them so much, and we've always been so close.... they're the best.
- I have my lip pierced, for those who didn't know - and I have 3 tattoos with 4 more in the planning stage. My back piece is quite detailed and I need to find someone I trust to do it. Joel's got more tattoos than me (6). We're going to be quite the colorful couple.
- I've been going through several stages of personal development, and I still don't know where I stand. Right now, I'm in love with life, but I have hardly any hope for the future of humanity. I walk in contradictory thoughts. I've decided to live, to speak out, and to be who I want to be. Those who knew me in high school know me as quiet and passive. I still have that side, but I have become bolder and more passionate. I have grown so much. Joel and I have such a deep connection, and it's so hard to explain.... we are each other's rocks in the chaos. He respects and loves me so much, as I do him... he encourages me and lifts me up. He has never told me not to do something or to change something about myself for him, he has always been there for me in everything. He makes me feel safe, more safe for more reasons than I can explain. I only hope I care for him as well as he cares for me, and he assures me that I do.
I guess that's all I have for this moment, my mind is such a kaleidescope of thoughts that I can't pin down, but I am used to that. :-)
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