*Oh god what had he done? What had he done? Conrad stares down at his hands, sitting on the edge of the sidewalk, hunched over as the night started to loom in overhead, stars poking out. His mouth and hands are covered in blood, and his whole body trembles. He completely lost it. He didn't mean to. Conrad just.. lost it and those two drones,
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Mr. Achenleck?
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M...Mr. Finas.
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...I can't help you if you keep denying what you are.
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I-I know I'm a vampire, okay?! But I didn't choose to be like this! I didn't want to be a blood sucker all my life! It's all that Sassy bat's fault! All her fault...
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Enough! What, do you think you're something special? The only one who never wanted to be a vampire? We never chose to be who we are, we all were given it without a choice. And as I recall it was your little redheaded friend who made you who you are... would you prefer death? It can be arranged. But whining and complaining about your condition will get you nowhere.
We are all forced into things we do not want to do, but we do them. You're a vampire now, so what? Deal with it. And you're stuck as one until a hunter decides to end your life and you're too much of a coward to fight back.
You need to grow up, Mr. Achenleck. Your friends will age and die, and you will remain. Then who will you have to hold your hand and baby you? No one. So I suggest you learn to accept what you are. Accept it.
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He purses his lips and reaches his hand up instead to rub at his face, letting out a shaky sigh, furrowing his brow again.*
It's hard... It's damn hard! You should know from your own personal experience! Didn't you want to deny it when you were first turned?!
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[Giving him a tight frown. Don't... you make him remember his wife, Conrad. Don't.]
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Don't you wish you could be human again?
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You don't miss being human just a little bit? Being able to eat? Sleep during the night and step out into the sunlight? Anything at all?
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[Hesitating then.]
...There was a time, in my earliest years before Casimiro, where I may have doubted. But that was a long time ago. Now let's get you home and clean you up, I trust you've had your fill?
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Y-yeah. I think I drank a little more than I should have. I haven't drank in a while.
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[Sighing softly as he nodded for him to start walking.]
I apologize for hitting you, but there are times where it is necessary. Don't... send the assassin again. [Sounding tired.]
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*Originally he was staying at Zevran's house for a while, but he could go home just this once. Plus if Zevran saw him with blood all over him with Finas in tow, it wouldn't end too well. So he walks down the street in the general direction of his home*
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[Said tiredly, rubbing his head as he followed. He didn't want to argue about it. Growing quiet, following silently.]
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I'm sorry, about the whole Zevran thing. I won't play the victim anymore.
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