confused...
So I'm here sitting in Anne's room alone while she attends classes across the street at McGill university. I was supposed to be out with my friend skateboarding but he never called. I went exploring for a few hours today, and found out that I don't like this city too much, at least the downtown scene is far from atractive. Dirty, usless fashion stores, lack of decent eateries, careless chatter and a sense of dispair. Basically, I don't think I was ment to live out my days in the big city.
On another note, i've been looking up exchange programs from Western to McGill. I have indeed found some promissing leads. But now I am torn between so many dreams and ideas, plans and goals. Montreal is not for me, but one of it's newly found inhabitants is... She wants me here, I want to be with her, I can't live in a city like this, but I would deal with lack of civility to be with my girl... I need to disappear for a while, go where no one has been.
For the moment, I will just stick with what I am doing at Western, become an Archaeologist. I will wait for my girl. I'll just relax and take it day to day.
To Montreal, the city I come to be with my dreams.
On another note, i've been looking up exchange programs from Western to McGill. I have indeed found some promissing leads. But now I am torn between so many dreams and ideas, plans and goals. Montreal is not for me, but one of it's newly found inhabitants is... She wants me here, I want to be with her, I can't live in a city like this, but I would deal with lack of civility to be with my girl... I need to disappear for a while, go where no one has been.
For the moment, I will just stick with what I am doing at Western, become an Archaeologist. I will wait for my girl. I'll just relax and take it day to day.
To Montreal, the city I come to be with my dreams.