I.Don't.Care.
Sara's coming down this weekend!! Yay. Patrick OFFERED to go pick her up Friday afternoon since her Mommy has to work and then she's hosting this employee dinner thing, so she wouldn't be able to bring her down here until like 8 pm... and that just wouldn't do. So, yeah. We're going to pick her up and then her Mommy is taking her home from our house Sunday night. Fun stuff. I'm excited. She hasn't been down here since winter formal and I haven't seen her since last weekend. Or would it be last last weekend? I don't remember. But that's not important. What's important is that she's gunna be here this weekend.... weeeeee!
Mom was kinda being bitchy last night... not to mention this morning when I was just a little late geting on the bus. What's her problem? She's a bus-nazi. I bet the JNL is one of THOSE as well, lmao. Lovey is probably the only one who will get that, but that's okay. Anyway, my Mom yelled at me last night when I called Sara to talk to her about what we were doing this weekend... but if I can't call her, how the hell is she supposed to know what's going on? She let me talk for like 5 minutes before the threats started. "If you don't get off the phone RIGHT NOW, Sara isn't allowed to come over." Whatever... Patrick just kinda sat there completely silent. He wouldn't ever tell me no (at least not to my face) to anything unless it was absolutely impossible. I took a nap after school... it was weird. I NEVER take naps. I usually can't go back to sleep when I wake up in the morning. And I've been eating breakfast lately which freaks me out even more. Maybe my body is trying to tell me I'm not getting enough energy. I've been more tired than usual lately and I've found it's getting harder and harder to stay awake at night as of late. God, Angela is playing a game and it requires constant clicking of the mouse.... it's getting rather aggravating. ^^;
Bethany called last night. We talked for like half an hour. We might go to Goodwill this Saturday to mess around and be stupid. I told her Sara would have to come with me, but it wasn't a problem. She met Sara once and thought she was cool so she said it'd be fun to have her along with us. And she said Lovey was spending the night with her Friday, so she might go too... depending on what time she has to go home. Anyway, I got off the phone with her to call Megan so we could figure out what we're doing. She said she had talked to Kevin like 5 minutes ago and gave him my cell number. I looked at my phone, and sure enough, Kevin had called like 5 minutes before. So I got off the phone with her and called Kevin.
I'm really surprised I got up the nerve to call him, because I usually can't call guys for some reason. It makes me nervous. But he's easy to talk to, and he said the same about me. He was atually rather talkative on the phone, and I know how quiet and reserved he is, so that made me happy. He really is a nice guy, and we have a lot in common. We both love animals, music, and games (yeah, we're losers), and we're both pretty laid back and peaceful. He said he's never been in a fight, which didn't surprise me much because he's definately not the type of guy to start crap with someone just for the hell of it. Which is, to me, an attractive quality. Big tough guys are intimidating and tend to frighten me. All 5 feet and 2 inches of me. I haven't grown since 7th grade. I had a growth spurt that year, but I haven't really had one since. And I think I might get just a tad taller, but not much taller than I already am. My mom is only 5' 4" and my sister is about 5' 2" like me. My Mom's mom was 5' 5", and Mom says I take after her, so maybe I'll turn out to be 5' 5" as well.... oh right... back to what I was saying...
Yeah, Kevin and I had a good hour long talk, after which I called Megan back to tell her he was okay with our plans. And those are to have dinner out somewhere, then go to a movie. Kevin said he was going to invite me to his house to watch a movie tonight, but he was okay with whatever we wanted to do. I promised him we'd do that another night... I mean, he lives with his mom, so I don't think that will be a problem. And he lives right down the street. Oh, I found out his mom knows who I am. She was trying to get online and Kevin was like, "Mom, I'm on the phone!" His mom asked with who, and he told her Chelsea. She said, "Oh, okay, then you can stay on the phone if it's her." He got all embarrassed and I found it quite funny... ^-^ It's cute that he tells his Mom everything. I told my Mom about him... I told her he was a potential boyfriend, and she said, "That's nice, he sounds sweet." Weird, huh?
I'm still not sure if I'm ready for a relationship, but I feel comfortable with Kevin, and I know he'd do anything to make me feel comfortable. He'd be willing to take things slow if I told him I wasn't ready. Eh, I didn't mean that to sound sexual or anything... I meant relationship-wise. No, he knows I'm not that kind of girl. And he's not that kind of guy either. He hasn't said one single vulgar or sexual thing to me ever. I guess that's why I feel so comfortable with him. He's just Kevin. Mellow and down to earth. And I like that. And for once, I'm not confused about my feelings. I know I like Kevin and no one else. And I hope everything works out. Just... not right away. It needs to happen gradually. And I'm pretty sure he feels the same way. Well, that's all for now. Love! Chelsea. Cookie. Lovey. Wifey. And anything else you want to call me. ^_^
(I had fun making it pretty!!)