Forever and a day past the last one...
It's been forever since I wrote an entry, so why not.
I spent my afternoon in a hospital after passing out at work (fun stuff let me tell you. Nothing like having a customer give you the death glare for not finishing their goddamn latte!). I cringe thinking about what my bill will be, but its ok.
I've been evaluating the various aspects of my life today and basically made a few final decisions.
1) I have until June to lose the final pounds on my frame and go forward with my "alternative" plans. Now that I found someone to go in with me on this, I'm feeling better about it.
2) Be more outgoing this year. So far so good. Its just, I feel I owe it to myself honestly. I've had very very poor relationships in the past, and that needs to change. I'm an adult, I pay my mortgage, I work hard, and I know what I want. Plus, I'd like to actually have "good" sex for once. Just being honest here, people.
3) Take it a step further. I made alot of headway in terms of my career last year, so this year I hope to take it farther. Hopefully Alternative Press Magazine will use me more, and I can actually get somewhere.
4) Stop being so hard on myself. I've been taking way too many things way too hard, and I need to learn to sit back and breathe. I'm still young, there's still time, and I constantly forget that fact.
Tomorrow is another day, and with illness slowly falling behind me I'm feeling better about the future. I have a really cute date tomorrow night, so that's a good way to kick things off.
2007 will be one for the books. I'm making sure of that.
I spent my afternoon in a hospital after passing out at work (fun stuff let me tell you. Nothing like having a customer give you the death glare for not finishing their goddamn latte!). I cringe thinking about what my bill will be, but its ok.
I've been evaluating the various aspects of my life today and basically made a few final decisions.
1) I have until June to lose the final pounds on my frame and go forward with my "alternative" plans. Now that I found someone to go in with me on this, I'm feeling better about it.
2) Be more outgoing this year. So far so good. Its just, I feel I owe it to myself honestly. I've had very very poor relationships in the past, and that needs to change. I'm an adult, I pay my mortgage, I work hard, and I know what I want. Plus, I'd like to actually have "good" sex for once. Just being honest here, people.
3) Take it a step further. I made alot of headway in terms of my career last year, so this year I hope to take it farther. Hopefully Alternative Press Magazine will use me more, and I can actually get somewhere.
4) Stop being so hard on myself. I've been taking way too many things way too hard, and I need to learn to sit back and breathe. I'm still young, there's still time, and I constantly forget that fact.
Tomorrow is another day, and with illness slowly falling behind me I'm feeling better about the future. I have a really cute date tomorrow night, so that's a good way to kick things off.
2007 will be one for the books. I'm making sure of that.