13 days.
I made it through, and out the other side.
My last day in the hospital , all I could was stand by the window, and breathe it in. I did it. I was going to leave the hospital and see the world in a whole different way.
I pray to God that this feeling lasts. I can't slip again. It was too close this time.
I have the right balance of meds going now, so i can better cope with..well, with everything.
I can't all of you enough. WIthout my friends calling every day, and doing the visiting hours trips back and forth- I couldn't have done this. Thank you. Thank you. A million times over again, thank you.
I make my return to work and school next week. That's going to be the real test- seeing how I handle the two most stressful things I go through. I gave myself a couple of days to be back home , be around my friends and my things, before i dive back in to everything.
so , thank you, again. At the time when I felt so utterly alone, the massive amount of support I got from everyone kept me grounded and reminded me what was waiting for me at home.
I love you all. You were part of Kellywatch 2000, as i've taken to calling it. Don't doubt how important that was to me, how much that meant.
So much love,
Kelly