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[wiltessa]

first day of classes was yesterday. there was much confusion about whether or not there actually would be classes or not, seeing as how they delayed them the night before, and then in the morning decided to operate on normal hours. there was also a rumor circulating around campus as to whether or not they changed their minds AGAIN after we all got

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[blueimber]

kel-lady;
you have to send me your phone number, or a number i can reach you at. i tried the one i had for you and i got a message that it is out of service. I don't know if you've gotten a new number in the past year or so, so---

i read this and i think of where i have been these past five years and it just makes me want to hold you. I wish i could be that person for you; that person that could make you happy and smile, simply for the sake of that i know what hurt you are going through, i know the feelings exact and verily. I want to leave this place and come to where you are, climb under the blankets and just hold you. i want to put my nose into your hair and smell the perfume on your skin and tell you again and again how loved you are, and how you cannot ever really know just how much. i want to take your hand and walk with you together and promise you everything; promise you health and longevity, promise you music and joy; comfort and solace and the warmth and love for you that i have; no judgments or opinions, no this or that, just something pure and unconditional, and really truly unconditional.

You deserve to be loved. You deserve someone who is going to stand by you and hold onto you and not let you go because they realize how beautiful, special and talented you are, how strong you are, how driven; to have overcome all that you have had to, to have been thru and survived all that you have-- you, like me, are a diamond out here amoung bits of char and mountains of ash. We can't be seen but for the soot that surrounds us but we endure and when we shall be discovered by one who would know us for what we are, we will be able to shine and sparkle with the brilliance of their love forever. Never forget who you are and what you have done for yourself, and never give yourself flack for any of it; life is not easy or simple and we all struggle and do things that we later look back upon and wonder where our heads were at--

you always have a place with me, you are always in my heart. I will always be here for you and will love you; no conditions, no strings, no obligations.

I love you
I love you--

<3

[wiltessa]

you made me cry with this.
god do i miss you to death! We need a day. We need a day soon.
my house number is 845-926-3421/ My cell isn't working because I haven't paid the bill yet. too many other expenses at the moment.
I'm taking a women writers class this semester and it makes me miss you so very very very much.

[blueimber]

are you on dial-up? can you go on to google chat at this moment? you can call me too if you get the chance if we don't get to talk; my desk # is 917.542.8015---

I will sign onto googlechat for a while and look for you---

[wiltessa]

ARGH!! i was just on there and no you!!! of course...i did keep dropping signal. crap!!