ughhh...
I feel sick.
I went to club rock it tonight. It was okay. They say its usually better when bands dont play. but oh well. first club experience = blehhh
My dad got really mad at me when I got home. We talked for about 20-30 minutes. But I just told him the truth and everything was fine. Of course I'm still going to recieve some sort of punishment but oh well. i do deserve it. atleast we ended the conversation on a good note. i feel so much better when i talk things out with my dad. I tell him almost everything. except when it comes to sex and drugs [im sure he knows about them both but we dont talk about it]. i think i have more freedom then some of my other friends because my dad and i talk everything out and try to find some sort of common ground. we try to see eye to eye rather than him looking down on me as an enforcer of the law.
work was horrible today. larry, brian and kyle came in today. i havent seen kyle since valentines day... i think? i guess i really know how to run friendships to the ground. about 15 minutes after they left another hostess tried to get in my face about stupid shit. she was yelling at me like some crazy chola girl with the head bobbing and everything. i really wanted to say something back but i couldnt. i mean.. we are supposed to be WORKING. so i walked away and found a manager. we went and the office and talked about everything. i mean.. this isnt the first time ive had problems with her. i just thought i should warn them before something bad happened. so i just sat in the office for a minute and cooled down. then i just stood in the middle of the lobby and took down names for the rest of the night.
i want to drive
drive to the top of a mountain
and on the mountain ill scream
scream until my breath resides
resides on the backs of eagles
liz*
and they'll fly my worries away
I went to club rock it tonight. It was okay. They say its usually better when bands dont play. but oh well. first club experience = blehhh
My dad got really mad at me when I got home. We talked for about 20-30 minutes. But I just told him the truth and everything was fine. Of course I'm still going to recieve some sort of punishment but oh well. i do deserve it. atleast we ended the conversation on a good note. i feel so much better when i talk things out with my dad. I tell him almost everything. except when it comes to sex and drugs [im sure he knows about them both but we dont talk about it]. i think i have more freedom then some of my other friends because my dad and i talk everything out and try to find some sort of common ground. we try to see eye to eye rather than him looking down on me as an enforcer of the law.
work was horrible today. larry, brian and kyle came in today. i havent seen kyle since valentines day... i think? i guess i really know how to run friendships to the ground. about 15 minutes after they left another hostess tried to get in my face about stupid shit. she was yelling at me like some crazy chola girl with the head bobbing and everything. i really wanted to say something back but i couldnt. i mean.. we are supposed to be WORKING. so i walked away and found a manager. we went and the office and talked about everything. i mean.. this isnt the first time ive had problems with her. i just thought i should warn them before something bad happened. so i just sat in the office for a minute and cooled down. then i just stood in the middle of the lobby and took down names for the rest of the night.
i want to drive
drive to the top of a mountain
and on the mountain ill scream
scream until my breath resides
resides on the backs of eagles
liz*
and they'll fly my worries away