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im really depressed and i honestly dont know why. i feel incredibly out of place all the time unless i'm just with dan. i have mono which means i have no motivation or energy to do anything including hang out with my friends and as a result i feel incredibly alone. i can't even write e-mails. i have no motivation to do that. i haven't sung in about three weeks. i havent cleaned my room despite a desparate need to. i haven't studied. i haven't practiced the music i need to practice. i havent gone to bio class. i've hardly gone to musicianship or music history.
long story short: im generally falling apart and while i have more than enough ability to fix it i have no motivation to so i'm going to sit here and let it happen. good game.
long story short: im generally falling apart and while i have more than enough ability to fix it i have no motivation to so i'm going to sit here and let it happen. good game.