Give me no peace, harmony or repose,
Death is deity and madness, my rose
Lonely night
Look up in the sky,
See the stars fly by,
Such a cold night,
Deep silent not a word,
I thought i herd,
A calming voice,
With the air so moist,
I turn around to see,
Only a shadow of me,
Traces of the past,
The crying didn't last,
Its is only a memory that can't exist,
Now transformed in to bliss,
My feelings
Have any of you ever had the feeling
like you just want to get away from yourself. Run away from anything
and everything that you are. Get away from everyone that hates you, and
everyone that you love. The feeling that you just want to punch
something, but your not really angry, you don't really know what
you feel at all. Its like you have no way to get out of yourself, your
trapped. Its so confusing, you don't know if you are sad or mad or frustrated or teird or even all of the above.
But you do know that its not a good feeling. You feel like even
if you screamed as loud as you could, no one would hear you.
Things that you want to do cant happen, no one likes to be around you.
And you feel all alone in this world.
-This is how i feel
Where do you go when there is no way out?