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Wed morning, still grey.
Hit rock-bottom last night, I hope it's rock-bottom, the very bottom of the bottomest pit. Because I don't want to go there again. Stupid LDFs. Stupid, stupid, stupid.
Human hormones - so crazy. I hate them.
No wonder so many people drink, drug themselves or abuse themselves - it's all to cover up these hormones. And I'm not even talking about hormones that make you lust, just hormones that make you love someone else.
Dumb hormones - there should be some kind of reciprocal treaty wherein hormones should appear into stages:
Stage I: Presentation - In this stage, your hormones pop their head up, and make it be known that you're available, but that 's it, they don't make you go crazy or feel sad, or unreasonably happy. The main function here is to assess the surrounding situation, and to find someone else's hormones that match yours, and are looking for yours, and therefore be a match. If nothing, your hormones degrade with ubiquitin and all is normal.
Stage 2: Cascade - Only, and only when, there is a signal from a second person does your hormones flip a switch and cause all the usual feelings and what have you to flow freely. In this case, you'll have someone else whose hormones are doing the same thing and we'll all live happily after.
What happens now is just simply wrong, stupid and only leads to dismay.
Bah.
Hit rock-bottom last night, I hope it's rock-bottom, the very bottom of the bottomest pit. Because I don't want to go there again. Stupid LDFs. Stupid, stupid, stupid.
Human hormones - so crazy. I hate them.
No wonder so many people drink, drug themselves or abuse themselves - it's all to cover up these hormones. And I'm not even talking about hormones that make you lust, just hormones that make you love someone else.
Dumb hormones - there should be some kind of reciprocal treaty wherein hormones should appear into stages:
Stage I: Presentation - In this stage, your hormones pop their head up, and make it be known that you're available, but that 's it, they don't make you go crazy or feel sad, or unreasonably happy. The main function here is to assess the surrounding situation, and to find someone else's hormones that match yours, and are looking for yours, and therefore be a match. If nothing, your hormones degrade with ubiquitin and all is normal.
Stage 2: Cascade - Only, and only when, there is a signal from a second person does your hormones flip a switch and cause all the usual feelings and what have you to flow freely. In this case, you'll have someone else whose hormones are doing the same thing and we'll all live happily after.
What happens now is just simply wrong, stupid and only leads to dismay.
Bah.