Really shouldn't be posting because am at work, but what the hell. I'ts only another 7 minutes out of my life.
Have been obsessively listening to Traditional Malay Music of late. Must. Stop. It.
It's catchy rhythms are going beserk in my head. Ah well. Helps to tamp other thoughts down, so why not.
Went snow-shoeing yesterday by myself. Might not seem like a big deal but it was, because I don't like to do things by myself in general. Too lazy, feel too much like I'm missing out on something. But doing stuff by self is good for me. Teaches me that I'm capable and independent. Need to remind self that if find myself suddenly alone in this world (what a hope) that will be okay. Bridge. You'll be just fine.
As long as I can have my espresso coffees and chocolate croissants.
But am seriously unmotivated today at work. But must get going on this - the little ones are depending on me for leadership.
So quick work cosmic wish list.
- Another sample - soon - and one that will take.
- That the staining will go well, and data will pour forth like a tap that has burst.
- And that the birth of a baby won't delay the delivery of a manuscript already promised to me by the end of the year - HA! What a hope! Workshops in San Francisco? and Nashville?
- Trip to DC will be without incident.
and 7 minutes almost up here.
State of mind - Bored, but manageable. Haven't given up all hope yet.