This week has been a long one...
In many many ways this whole week has realistically embodied a lot of my personality and how i do things and live my life. i kinda didn't really get perspective on it until i now came home from eating at bay view diner with mike skorcz and some girl, who's really cute that he grew up with. I really one hundred percent will not be able to explain everything that happened this week in full detail whatsoever...emotions that were felt were: excitement, joy, embarrassment, regret, happiness, respect, annoyance, stress, fatigue, frustration...I feel this was meant to be more in depth and more genuine, but I genuinely only need one thing in life right now and thats sleep. I spent 26-ish hours of the last two days working at my two jobs. I was feeling fucked up and dissapointed by my life in general in a lot of ways this week, and by no means is it just one person...it was like 5 different people taking a shit on me all at the same time, and I was really close to crawling in a hole, and I hope I don't end up doing that sometime soon. Maybe this is a depiction that I can't stand up for myself soemtimes...yeah there's probably something to that.