Feb 17, 2014 21:36
I was actually thinking of posting something a little more cheerful, I did have some funny pictures in my camera. Well, that will have to wait for next time.
Because, the thing is, breaking is not always only fun and rewarding. Sometimes it can also be extremely frustrating and leave you with a sort of bitterness. That is how it was today. I went to practice rather excited, thinking that today I can work on that new move I had been thinking about. Then getting there, realizing that maybe that move didn't work as well as I had thought. Looking around me, seeing what a high level everyone else are at. See them doing stuff I've yet to dream about doing. Sometimes that is enough to lower anyone's spirit. And to be honest, today was the first time I've seriously considered quitting since I started six months ago. Now I won't quit, but I feel like it might take me a while to get back into the rhythm.
Sorry for this depressing talk. Next time I will definitely post the funny pictures I talked about :)