Feb Topic - Final Chapter //Locked//

[willywannabite]

If my life was a story, how would I write the final chapter? There have been so many endings to my life and for some soddin’ reason, I keep on comin’ back. Perhaps this world isn’t too keen on seeing me gone for good, which I’m grateful for. The last chapter of my breathing life, I guess I should call it, or rather, the life of William, would end with me wanting my life to be over. No - not that. I was too afraid. What I wanted was to be important. To have people listen to me and see me and think that I was in fact important. I died and turned into a monster that people were afraid of and it felt bloody good. I was on top now, or rather then. When Dru left, that was another final chapter that would have been written. Didn’t quite know what to do when she left, I was rather lost. Mopin’ around and such. Couldn’t help it, loves bitch and all that rot. Perhaps I’d write about the fact that well, I was lost and didn’t know what to do without her because she was the one who gave me life. I was nothing until I met her and now I didn’t know which way to turn. When Buffy died - everything around me just went to hell. Literally. Nobody was the same anymore and it felt as if it took eternity to get back on track. When she died, everything inside of me shut down, ‘course, I had to take care of the Niblet, which is what I wanted to do anyway, as it was only fitting to do so. When Sunnydale went under, that was a final chapter that was meant to close and stay closed. I was willing to be the champion that Buffy wanted and needed and go down with Sunnydale like a true hero. It was my moment and my time and as much as I hated being brought back, ‘specially as a ghosty, I’m grateful because if I hadn’t, then I wouldn’t be where I’m at right now and that’s with my lady love, in love and happy. I don’t know what the future is going to bring, but the final chapter of my life would be … honestly, what I’d want is watching Buffy die in her old age… and me walkin’ into the sunshine and joining her. Couldn’t exactly find anything else that would be fitting.

I could turn her, but eh, that can never be good.