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three sleepless nights
this isn't how it's supposed to be
but you're so good at taking your time
to get back to me
you careless
and whispered
insulting
and bruising
and i thought
that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are still walking away , away
(i am far from your eyes, your eyes i trusted, you said forever) i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening? (don't say that we can still be friends)
erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days (what is inside me what have i done)and throw them away (is this the only way that you will notice me)as i sit here waiting for you (dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)i stay up nights (if you are still pretending this is what's right)until stars leave the sky (why can't you look atme can you only see)knowing what my dreams can take away (sides, your side, can take away)
walk away from me this night is done.
BUT YOU WONT FUCKING STOP.
YOU DONT THINK I UNDERSTAND.
LEAVE IT ALONE.
anywho. k came over today. we were gonna do yoga, but she had to go home, planned a day to spend with mg :). hes the coolest. i have about 6 coats of nail polish on my finger nails. i think stew is coming over tonight? not sure, i have nothing to do, this week is going by to fast already and its the last :(. i cant wait till oct though. emery and brazil<3<3. its a date ;). well im done here.