god damn people
I feel like shit. fucking Vince. I was supposed to go on a date with that kid last night and he totally stood me up. fuck that guy. man I ran into him today at CTB and he said this:
"oh yeah I don't know what I was thinking because I work Sundays so I don't know why I made arrangements for then. I thought I should call you but I figured that you might have forgotten because I forgot. and then I was going to call you today, but I had work at 3 and got off early at 4."
what?
what the fuck does all that mean besides that he's a fucking jackass? he invited me to Ruloffs tonight at 12, and I said I'd go because I wasn't immediately sure how I felt to say no. but what the fuck. fuck everyone man. I have the worst dating record at Cornell. of course I'm sure everyone does cause everyone here SUCKS.
I am so pissed at the world. I mean shit, I can already tell this kid sucks. why waste my time? because I've got nothing else going on. and also because maybe things will get better?
or maybe I'm just kidding myself. I don't think I want to show up at all. fuck him man. and he was the last good looking guy left, I swear.
HUMANITY SUCKS.
"oh yeah I don't know what I was thinking because I work Sundays so I don't know why I made arrangements for then. I thought I should call you but I figured that you might have forgotten because I forgot. and then I was going to call you today, but I had work at 3 and got off early at 4."
what?
what the fuck does all that mean besides that he's a fucking jackass? he invited me to Ruloffs tonight at 12, and I said I'd go because I wasn't immediately sure how I felt to say no. but what the fuck. fuck everyone man. I have the worst dating record at Cornell. of course I'm sure everyone does cause everyone here SUCKS.
I am so pissed at the world. I mean shit, I can already tell this kid sucks. why waste my time? because I've got nothing else going on. and also because maybe things will get better?
or maybe I'm just kidding myself. I don't think I want to show up at all. fuck him man. and he was the last good looking guy left, I swear.
HUMANITY SUCKS.