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Its sad. We used to be so close...so close you couldn't fit a peice of paper between us. Now we are far away and she wants that peice of paper between us. I've tried my best to keep her happy; my best to make her happy. Maybe I just wasn't meant to be with her. She talks about all kinds of stuff like how we will be togather forever, and when a little argument comes along...she is not going to take it anymore like she is the only one who is tierd of it. I am tierd of it too, but I dont want to throw it all away becaue we aren't perfect. She says to sit down and talk about it, but its times like these that make her a hypocrit...and of coarse, now she wont call me or anything because she has her sister and mom there to console her and tell her not to call me because it is a waste of her time...god, I really dislike them...a year and a half of our relationship and this is what we have left? I even told her that if she wanted to break up with me because she is unhappy, then go ahead and do it because I dont want her to be unhappy...not that its what I want, but it might be whats best...I feel like I have been lied to this whole time...I guess this is just another failure just like my relationship before...
My heart is at self-destruct...