May 01, 2005 14:10
so last night was fun. i needed that. i wish we didnt live so far away from campus so i could go visit people more. im looking forward to fall semester. im not going to make the same mistakes that ive made the past 3 years. im going to join a club or two and actually visit people more. its weird that the people i do make an effor with, i think i just end up annoying. oh well. living with erin will be good fun. i dont really have anything to say. im just yeah. i dont have any reasons to not be happy other than being single. for some reason i just cant shake the being unhappy. its all just beyond my control. well my meds have been upped and im starting the counseling thing...so maybe happy days in the my future. i hope. whee.