looking clearly into the gray sky.
looking it straight in the eye and saying, "will this never end?"
i don't usually cry like this, i promise.
only when i'm losing something as beautiful and lovely as these two people. only when i realise i may never see them again. the heartbreaking things said to eachother in parting, i believe will crush me with the sadness of the whole thing.
i inherited a fish and two birds. i developed my sense of humor. we spent new years together eating mushrooms and laughing until we couldn't breath. the hours we spent talking about things that were so important we couldn't help but save them up until we saw eachother again. all the french fries and diet pepsi. the thai food and the books. the fact that we never ran out of things to say. i truely believe i'm a better person because of them. all of the things they talked to me about that i never would have heard of had it not been for them.
"she's my ray of.. sunshine"
i'm going to go cry some more.
goodnight.
i don't usually cry like this, i promise.
only when i'm losing something as beautiful and lovely as these two people. only when i realise i may never see them again. the heartbreaking things said to eachother in parting, i believe will crush me with the sadness of the whole thing.
i inherited a fish and two birds. i developed my sense of humor. we spent new years together eating mushrooms and laughing until we couldn't breath. the hours we spent talking about things that were so important we couldn't help but save them up until we saw eachother again. all the french fries and diet pepsi. the thai food and the books. the fact that we never ran out of things to say. i truely believe i'm a better person because of them. all of the things they talked to me about that i never would have heard of had it not been for them.
"she's my ray of.. sunshine"
i'm going to go cry some more.
goodnight.