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Well.
at this point in my life Im pretty sad...something even sadder is that school is the only thing that makes me happy but at some points i find myself thinking too much.
I kept being pushed and pulled by a certain person. But now its over and i knew it was last time i sad it...but i gave in because Im weak, I wouldnt lie and say i've goten stronger..Its just i cant do it anymore being pulled backed an thrown out like that...its making me grow tired and sick. and to tell the truth. im threw of being sick and tired all the time I let people kill me so much i dont deserve some words throw my way but always, i accept them and im done with it. Im done of being called things other people are themselfs.I only want to be happy. But i cant in the place im in. not in this life anyway. I cherish the few people who help me make it.Some dont even relize that their vocie alone makes me better and for others knowing that they need me makes me feel somewhat better about being around.
I think the reason im sad is because i kno that i have to change...i have to distant some people...people that told me lies, but they felt soooooooooo good...I hate change.I think i will always wish i was in my 7nth grade year with all the same people.But wanting it will only make me hate this more. So im going to try to be happy knoing i will have people throw sticks and stones and tell me Im a horrid selfish person who lies and likes drama. But i cant anymore the world has drivin me crazy.
at this point in my life Im pretty sad...something even sadder is that school is the only thing that makes me happy but at some points i find myself thinking too much.
I kept being pushed and pulled by a certain person. But now its over and i knew it was last time i sad it...but i gave in because Im weak, I wouldnt lie and say i've goten stronger..Its just i cant do it anymore being pulled backed an thrown out like that...its making me grow tired and sick. and to tell the truth. im threw of being sick and tired all the time I let people kill me so much i dont deserve some words throw my way but always, i accept them and im done with it. Im done of being called things other people are themselfs.I only want to be happy. But i cant in the place im in. not in this life anyway. I cherish the few people who help me make it.Some dont even relize that their vocie alone makes me better and for others knowing that they need me makes me feel somewhat better about being around.
I think the reason im sad is because i kno that i have to change...i have to distant some people...people that told me lies, but they felt soooooooooo good...I hate change.I think i will always wish i was in my 7nth grade year with all the same people.But wanting it will only make me hate this more. So im going to try to be happy knoing i will have people throw sticks and stones and tell me Im a horrid selfish person who lies and likes drama. But i cant anymore the world has drivin me crazy.