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Today i woke up hopeing my eyes made a mistake and it was 3&im still prying im just being confused and its sunday.
But its not looking that way..i waited up for it seems no reason and it hurts becasue i wanted it to happen.Im sure u dont no wht im talking about but oh well.I try to be soo strong and often am for a while but when that fades im left hurt..again.And theres nothing i can do. I want to go back to swms...yes its hit me i cant.i get called a [ fucking bitch ] for not telling someone my problems.And yet its somehow my fault i was treated like trash.I dont think anyone can understand just how SICK to death of other people putting me down i am.Im not sad anymore im just..i dont kno.
But its not looking that way..i waited up for it seems no reason and it hurts becasue i wanted it to happen.Im sure u dont no wht im talking about but oh well.I try to be soo strong and often am for a while but when that fades im left hurt..again.And theres nothing i can do. I want to go back to swms...yes its hit me i cant.i get called a [ fucking bitch ] for not telling someone my problems.And yet its somehow my fault i was treated like trash.I dont think anyone can understand just how SICK to death of other people putting me down i am.Im not sad anymore im just..i dont kno.