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well. here i am all alone. while every one is having fun on 4th of july. im just so god damn lonely. yesterday i got to hangout with caitlin which was awesome. we havent hung since the end of school. then me n casey jumped off the roof at sundial into the pool at like 10 at night it was soo high. whatever. something doesnt feel right. about my friends. and im just soo fucking lonely. i'd give anything for it to end. one girl. that makes me soo fucking happy. id give it all for that perfect girl. i dont care about getting laid. or whatever. i just want someone to make me soo happy so i never ever hafta post one of these gay entrys. since i have one like once a week. someone to be with. so i can wake up and smile everyday. so you can never catch me with a frown. so im happy for once. but who the fuck am i kidding, right?