Heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
Well, I haven't posted in about 3 months, but that's ok. Things have been going rather well in my world. I'm over Todd, and I'm getting on with my life even though it still kinda feels like there's something missing...I just can't figure out what it is. And in the past few months, I've felt a little emotionless. It's all kinda strange, and I don't like it but there's nothing I can do about it. It'll have to work itself out. Other than all of that, let's see...I turned 18 in November. That was interesting. The new year rolled around. I made some resolutions, like to appreciate what I have, and to be less shallow. Those may sound stupid, but they're actually a lot harder than they seem. I haven't succeeded at either of them yet, unfortunately. But either way, I guess I'm happy. Well...sometimes I am. But for the most part I'm not. And yeah, I don't know why that is either. I should be happy...happier than I've ever been...but 'should' is the key word there. And it's not like I feel bad about. I just feel...empty. But I'm going to start posting again, even though no one reads this. I don't mind though. I like pouring my thoughts onto the internet. But who knows...maybe someone will stumble upon this and be able to tell me what's wrong. Yeah, that'd be nice. But until then, I'll try to make my posts a little happier, as not to depress all the people who don't read this. Haha. Well, back to my boring little world of school. See ya...