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they shouldn't let people like me walk around with normal people. the things i think are fucked up beyond belief. i can't sleep again. i'm trying to save my sleeping pills for when i really need them. maybe there are four left. i can not sleep. i watched a video collage i made about a year ago and something in it reminded me of something i've done. and this thing that i did is so fucking psychotic and demented that it isn't going in my journal. although i can hide it, something is horribly wrong with my mind.