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Yeah...long time, no actual update on my life.
Well, not entirely true, I suppose. Honestly....I've been rather down in the dumps and I'm going crazy. The main thing I want to do right now is just sleep. I know that's not good, especially when I'm sleeping about the amount of time that a normal person would be awake. :/ Also, the other night I cried for almost an hour, or maybe more than that. I was feeling just horrible and hurt...that I was grabbing my left arm with my right hand and I squeezed it hard enough that I had a hand shaped bruise on my arm for a couple of days. I mostly did that because of being angry at the world in general.
So I'm not in the greates of mental states currently....Which leads me to:
I'm trying not to avoid people on AIM....I'm just avoiding people on AIM >.> I want to talk, I want to RP, but...I just don't the energy to bring myself to talk to too many people. And there, I'm throwing other characters off because of not communicating with others. *sigh*
On another, slightly better subject:
I picked up the Kindle app for my iPod. I have some books to read! Okay, most of them are the free classics you can get from Amazon, but still. The other one I have, I'm not mentioning the title of for fear of being branded an uber-dork (though I think we already know this.) ...It is SOOOO boring....but I can't put it down. Usually when that happens I just give up a few pages or a chapter in....I just kept reading this one. It's wierd for me.
I may actually buy a e-book or two eventually.
Well, not entirely true, I suppose. Honestly....I've been rather down in the dumps and I'm going crazy. The main thing I want to do right now is just sleep. I know that's not good, especially when I'm sleeping about the amount of time that a normal person would be awake. :/ Also, the other night I cried for almost an hour, or maybe more than that. I was feeling just horrible and hurt...that I was grabbing my left arm with my right hand and I squeezed it hard enough that I had a hand shaped bruise on my arm for a couple of days. I mostly did that because of being angry at the world in general.
So I'm not in the greates of mental states currently....Which leads me to:
I'm trying not to avoid people on AIM....I'm just avoiding people on AIM >.> I want to talk, I want to RP, but...I just don't the energy to bring myself to talk to too many people. And there, I'm throwing other characters off because of not communicating with others. *sigh*
On another, slightly better subject:
I picked up the Kindle app for my iPod. I have some books to read! Okay, most of them are the free classics you can get from Amazon, but still. The other one I have, I'm not mentioning the title of for fear of being branded an uber-dork (though I think we already know this.) ...It is SOOOO boring....but I can't put it down. Usually when that happens I just give up a few pages or a chapter in....I just kept reading this one. It's wierd for me.
I may actually buy a e-book or two eventually.