Jul 14, 2008 13:44
Am I cut out for monogamous relationships? I mean...i just want to love everyone.
But I dont think its a good idea to be emotionally tied to so many people and only in a relationship with 1 person...not to mention the fact that you can't seem to remember that emotional connection to the person you're actually with.
What do I do about this?
Is it just a case of 'the grass is/isnt always greener' or do I actually need to take a break from my current relationship?
I mean...I still love all the people I've loved since HS. and I've never dated any one of them.
So technically its still pretty darn safe to pine over them.
I just want to be by myself actually.
Can't I just pine after a few women in my weird way and be alone for the rest of my life with cats and saltwater fish tanks?