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I commented this to a friends journal:
:sigh: seriously, sometimes I get mad at myself thinking " why can't I be a proper lesbian"
and then I think some other time " all I want is to be a gay boy, why can't I be a gay boy"
either way I get sad.
One because I feel like I may be disrespecting my female gayness, and loosing out on a whole world of unique deeply cultured lesbianism.
And the other because the gay boys wont play with me, and I'd have to be a gay boy that was a lesbian on the inside...
meh
:sigh: seriously, sometimes I get mad at myself thinking " why can't I be a proper lesbian"
and then I think some other time " all I want is to be a gay boy, why can't I be a gay boy"
either way I get sad.
One because I feel like I may be disrespecting my female gayness, and loosing out on a whole world of unique deeply cultured lesbianism.
And the other because the gay boys wont play with me, and I'd have to be a gay boy that was a lesbian on the inside...
meh