ugh . . .
my whole world sucks right now. yeah, it really does. if i didn't have the double A team backing me up I wouldn't be alive to write this fucking entry.
first of all, the love of my life is gone. i don't even know him anymore. one day everything was perfect, the next day he didn't want me around. too good to be true. like always. sadly, i'll be responsible for his demise because it was my fault for getting him into the things he's doing now. i feel guilty as shit.
next, this week is impossible. actually this month is impossible. im doing not so awesome in school. in fact since the time to withdraw has expired i might purposely fail a class because i don't like the professor. on top of that, i suck at my business courses which depresses me beyond belief.
let's not forget the fact that i work, and i work quite a bit. also i work with HIM. does not make ANYTHING easier.
on top of all of that, i have a party to plan; my aunts baby is popping out today, ani and i have a show to work on saturday, and i have lip sync practice on sunday.
i still don't have a costume. :-/
i fucking HATE my life. so lonely.
first of all, the love of my life is gone. i don't even know him anymore. one day everything was perfect, the next day he didn't want me around. too good to be true. like always. sadly, i'll be responsible for his demise because it was my fault for getting him into the things he's doing now. i feel guilty as shit.
next, this week is impossible. actually this month is impossible. im doing not so awesome in school. in fact since the time to withdraw has expired i might purposely fail a class because i don't like the professor. on top of that, i suck at my business courses which depresses me beyond belief.
let's not forget the fact that i work, and i work quite a bit. also i work with HIM. does not make ANYTHING easier.
on top of all of that, i have a party to plan; my aunts baby is popping out today, ani and i have a show to work on saturday, and i have lip sync practice on sunday.
i still don't have a costume. :-/
i fucking HATE my life. so lonely.