dear long beach.
oh dear long beach. i do enjoy you. you brought me back to me and i say thank you. to all of it. the first two nights you gave me something real i havent felt in a long time, i learned to allow myself to let go and love it - all anxiety, all regret, tears and laughter, to enjoy the differences in my being. i feel relaxed in my tension. time is regardless and irrelevant. its been a pleasure growing here.
we had christmas at my grandma shirley's this year, everyone is getting older, there are no children, apparently for them the holidays are for kids, i say its - "the consumer". either way, it was wonderful, it was a beautiful time of relaxation and good conversation, my grandmas are incredible women. i love hearing about their lives. reflection. i think i will go back to seattle with a seed, 2 scarfs, 3 pairs of socks, 4 vests, and my cello.
we had christmas at my grandma shirley's this year, everyone is getting older, there are no children, apparently for them the holidays are for kids, i say its - "the consumer". either way, it was wonderful, it was a beautiful time of relaxation and good conversation, my grandmas are incredible women. i love hearing about their lives. reflection. i think i will go back to seattle with a seed, 2 scarfs, 3 pairs of socks, 4 vests, and my cello.