Drunken sharing
So last night a couple friend came over for a few drinks. We ended up getting pleasantly drunk, no one rolling around on the floor or puking, but enough that we loosened up a bit. It was a great time and I think we all learned things about each other. Now, I don't drink much normally. I find that when I do I talk. I talk about things I would not otherwise. And that was the best part of last night. There were several times, before and after company was around, that I said things I would not have otherwise. What blew my mind was that mentioning these things actually led to them being resolved. All of them. It's an odd feeling, really. I'm so used to bottling stuff up when I should directly confront an issue- I do it because I have a history of losing anyways or hurting feelings so I figure why bother. I'm thinking I might actually have reached a point where I don't need to do that as much, and that's a good feeling.