Acceptance
It's hard for me to accept some times that I cannot stop people I care about from making really, really bad choices. Now I know I'm not perfect myself- if anything, I have fucked up in my lifetime something fierce. It's when I see smart people making the same mistakes that I did that bothers me the most. But I can't say anything, because even if I do I will not be listened to. That's because many of my friends are just as stubborn as me, and I didn't listen when I was told this same thing. So I will say it here, to the universe at large:
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? BAD IDEA, BAD IDEA!!! WHAT ROCK HAVE YOU BEEN UNDER THAT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IS COMING? YOU ARE NOT A SPECIAL AND UNIQUE SNOWFLAKE, THE SAME BAD SHIT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU THAT HAPPENED TO EVERYONE ELSE WHO HAS WALKED YOUR PATH!!!"
Ok, I'm done now. I guess all I can really do is wait it out and be there for my friends after reality sets in.
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? BAD IDEA, BAD IDEA!!! WHAT ROCK HAVE YOU BEEN UNDER THAT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IS COMING? YOU ARE NOT A SPECIAL AND UNIQUE SNOWFLAKE, THE SAME BAD SHIT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU THAT HAPPENED TO EVERYONE ELSE WHO HAS WALKED YOUR PATH!!!"
Ok, I'm done now. I guess all I can really do is wait it out and be there for my friends after reality sets in.