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Ok Well the Interview went good though it was more like a orintation I still had to turn in my drivers abstract and stuff and tell them why i was there and why i wanted to be a bus driver all in all it was good we got all our info and such and I was told to report back on the 16 with my CDL permit and other info to start training so hopefully that will all go well got a lot of reading to do with policys and such but shouldint be to hard im gonna try to read them as much as i can the books i got and all should be fine
Well talked to kyryn yesterday we had a good talk hope I made things clear to her how I feel... sometimes I wish other people beyond me read this journal though sometimes im glad they don't or at least I don't know they do hehe I wonder if its crazy for me not to like it that kyryn has so many guy friends... Is it jealousy? intuition? or maybe its just the natural male instinct to defend his mate from other male's that he percives as moveing in on her for less then just friendship reasons. I mean really most guys can tell you when there on the side of its there girlfriend that that guys don't wanna be just friends there hopeing to be more then just friends I mean even if they don't know it I know they have thought it more then just once I mean come on its engrained into the being of every Male thing on the planet though I suppose we as humans are to hold ourselves higher then normal animals just because one thinks about it doesint mean they will act on it ...........
I think its just me being a territorial male CAn I help it? Sure but the instinct is still there deep down. But I Do trust my sweetie with all my heart I know she would never act on it its just "them" that I watch *smacks himself* *stalks around like an anxtious Tiger* I suppose ill have to work more to reign in my natural insticts though I suppose I wouldint fault kyryn If there were more female friends around for her being alittle territorial heh but the female friends I do have I keep at arms lenth I see them every so often say HI long time no see blah blah catch up what not maybe be hanging out with them but normaly with large crouds of friends like at partys and such and I make a point of not geting alone with them for reasons of charicter and chivilry and thats about the extent of it I have tryed the whole friends after dateing thing few times Sometimes it works Sometimes It doesint I suppose its all based on what was the reason for break up...
heh but aside from that All is well in dansville im GEting a job WOOT WOOT *dance ecitedly*
Well talked to kyryn yesterday we had a good talk hope I made things clear to her how I feel... sometimes I wish other people beyond me read this journal though sometimes im glad they don't or at least I don't know they do hehe I wonder if its crazy for me not to like it that kyryn has so many guy friends... Is it jealousy? intuition? or maybe its just the natural male instinct to defend his mate from other male's that he percives as moveing in on her for less then just friendship reasons. I mean really most guys can tell you when there on the side of its there girlfriend that that guys don't wanna be just friends there hopeing to be more then just friends I mean even if they don't know it I know they have thought it more then just once I mean come on its engrained into the being of every Male thing on the planet though I suppose we as humans are to hold ourselves higher then normal animals just because one thinks about it doesint mean they will act on it ...........
I think its just me being a territorial male CAn I help it? Sure but the instinct is still there deep down. But I Do trust my sweetie with all my heart I know she would never act on it its just "them" that I watch *smacks himself* *stalks around like an anxtious Tiger* I suppose ill have to work more to reign in my natural insticts though I suppose I wouldint fault kyryn If there were more female friends around for her being alittle territorial heh but the female friends I do have I keep at arms lenth I see them every so often say HI long time no see blah blah catch up what not maybe be hanging out with them but normaly with large crouds of friends like at partys and such and I make a point of not geting alone with them for reasons of charicter and chivilry and thats about the extent of it I have tryed the whole friends after dateing thing few times Sometimes it works Sometimes It doesint I suppose its all based on what was the reason for break up...
heh but aside from that All is well in dansville im GEting a job WOOT WOOT *dance ecitedly*