Yawn *stretches*
I really need to quit with the goofy hours staying up all night sleeping all day or staying up all day and night just to pass out and wake up few hours later its really killing me in more ways then one !!
well today I got called by my Sweetie though I think she was mad at me and I told her I would be on later and ended up passing out from lack of sleep cause I had been up for the last 3 days with only an hour or 2 sleep between them *yawns again cracking his neck and blinking sleepily*
its almost christmas and no money to be had for anything let alone presents I give my friends rides places just so I can keep in gas for my truck 3 bucks here 5 bucks there few gallons at a time mostly what I do lately though hanging out with them is fun too I miss spending time and talking with my Sweet kyryn Im not ignoreing her just doing what I can when I can I Love her so much sometimes I wonder if she knows it though I tell her all the time I suppose with all her passed relationship history she could wonder or not take me totaly serious when I say it but I do I think about her all the time even when with friends or even sleeping hehe I had an hour or so 2 days ago when i got to use my computer hehe got the sims from a friend so I made the dan sim and the jenna sim wooed her pants off the asked her to marry me hehe we currently have 3 kids so far and im a blossoming force commander in the millitary hehe.
well asside from the game and my tiredness I have a renewed sence of commitment to geting a Job and geting fit if not for myself but for jenna and my family so I can help them out and hopefully get myself a good start out on life again I miss haveing a place to come home too that I could call my own and not someone elses even if I shared it with roomies it was still something I liked alot :) I hope to have that feeling again soon and share it with my special someone and kids ;) Love you Jenna !!
anyways im kinda tired so I think ill end it here nights nights
well today I got called by my Sweetie though I think she was mad at me and I told her I would be on later and ended up passing out from lack of sleep cause I had been up for the last 3 days with only an hour or 2 sleep between them *yawns again cracking his neck and blinking sleepily*
its almost christmas and no money to be had for anything let alone presents I give my friends rides places just so I can keep in gas for my truck 3 bucks here 5 bucks there few gallons at a time mostly what I do lately though hanging out with them is fun too I miss spending time and talking with my Sweet kyryn Im not ignoreing her just doing what I can when I can I Love her so much sometimes I wonder if she knows it though I tell her all the time I suppose with all her passed relationship history she could wonder or not take me totaly serious when I say it but I do I think about her all the time even when with friends or even sleeping hehe I had an hour or so 2 days ago when i got to use my computer hehe got the sims from a friend so I made the dan sim and the jenna sim wooed her pants off the asked her to marry me hehe we currently have 3 kids so far and im a blossoming force commander in the millitary hehe.
well asside from the game and my tiredness I have a renewed sence of commitment to geting a Job and geting fit if not for myself but for jenna and my family so I can help them out and hopefully get myself a good start out on life again I miss haveing a place to come home too that I could call my own and not someone elses even if I shared it with roomies it was still something I liked alot :) I hope to have that feeling again soon and share it with my special someone and kids ;) Love you Jenna !!
anyways im kinda tired so I think ill end it here nights nights