Oct 09, 2006 12:46
So as I sit here I know whats going on in my world but it seems to be going on around me, not with me in it. Kinda weird right?
Like I hung out with charlie last night, and he seemed like he was all there, but I felt like I was in a fog or something and he seemed to get pretty upset at me about it... just kind of aggravated in my general direction. The visit did definately confirm that I am head over heels for him though. I was giddy inside like the entire time... it was fun, other then when he got aggravated at me. But it wasnt like that outward open upsetness it was more of an internal "I'm not going to tell you but you're being kind of pesky and dumb" type thing.
I haven't told him I'm going back to Fairbanks yet... I dont want him to get upset at me. Oye. But he's been telling me to hurry up and graduate and fairbanks is the only definate way, so maybe he'll forgive me if I promise to drive back at least once a month to see him. Cause I will. Just for him... sheesh I am head over heels. and I have been since high school... anything wrong with that?
ummm tattoo appointment Nov 1st. YAAAAAY!
Technically I'm skipping a class I really shouldnt but I need to go home and eat something before work. AND I need to be at work early to get the world set up the way it should be otherwise we're going to get into lots of trouble and they'll close down my site and thats bad. So I gotta hurry up and get that stuff done. boooooooooooo. But whatever I came in at the very end of things and am the only one left to fix it. Ummm yeah... headed home for food. Talk to ya'll later!