Oct 04, 2006 23:02
so Friday morning I sit down in front of my computer, after an entire week of hard core cramming for the lsat, the week before that blowing off my life for ASUAF (that makes two weeks total of blowing off EVERYTHING) only to find out that I - cannot take the LSAT. They messed up and didn't change my date. Not only did they not change my date, they charged me and then counted me absent for the one in June. One panic attack, mental breakdown, and a day off work I decided to go to Fairbanks.
Come back, after a semi-fabulous weekend (I happened to get seduced by a man who has a girlfriend... but cut the stuff off before it got to serious.. and feeling guilty about it. Luckily no one here knows her or I'd shoot myself) knowing that I'm going back to Fairbanks one semester later. I'm now officially two weeks behind in school, scrambling to catch up. Sucks yeah. Totally. Whatever. I'm getting back into the swing. I've informed roommates that I'm moving out in Dec. That was harder than I wanted it to be and I wanted to avoid it longer, but thats not fair to them. So.... oh well.
I also got a 46 out of 80 on my criminology test. That was the night they were partying in my living room and wouldn't shut the fuck up. Part of that is because apparently true and false questions aren't spose to be answered the answer blanks, but filled in on the scantron sheets as an A,B,C,D, or E. Hmmmmm yeah. then DONT PUT ANSWER BLANKS. So luckily I get to go fix that tomorrow. phew.
The man I'm head over heels for is VERY into his new girlfriend, which stings some... but i have this sneaky suspicion he and i wouldnt work out if he really likes his current girlfriend because we are miles apart. She's quiet and reserved... and I'm not. Just a one example. BUT he and I can and will be awesome friends. I'm dubbing him with the knight in shining armor title and he'll make an awesome friend. Because he's him and very cool. He gets put up there with two other men in the world.
Still hurts leaving the ex from so long ago, but i'm gonna have to get over it. *sigh* Its almost making me nervous. Toughen up mandie... get over it.
THREE OF MY BEST FRIENDS are now in IRAQ. They all left within 14 days of eachother. I'm dying. I freakin swear I'm dying. I hate it, i want them home safe and I want them home now. Why did all three have to go at the same time? I'm so scared... I want them all to come home right now. but they cant and its driving me nuts and they just got there... how am I gonna make it through a year?
errrrrmmm... yeah i think thats all I got for now...